Not So Sweet But I Want (Air Supply Concert)

My brother gave my parents and me a treat. A ticket of Air Supply Concert last November 20, 2012 held in USEP school in Davao City. When I got inside and saw my parents, there was a vacant seat between mom and her seatmate so I sat between of them. My seatmate was a father and below in our bleacher was his family (mother, sister, brother). I saw his son and it was like my age. He was cute back then. WOAH ! I always stare at him that time. He's handsome. LOL. He has dimple! Gosh! How I wish my lover has dimples. When his parents went away just for a moment, he sat beside me so that no one will get that seat of his father. Yeah! not so sweet but I want to talk to him and know his name. But that's not gonna happen. I just stay quiet. After the concert, I want to join a ride with my parents. Before we got into the car, I saw his family (especially HIM). COINCIDENCE !. I want to meet him again. I can't believe they parked their car near to my father's car. huhu..

DREAM List

There are so many things I want to do. SAD FACE !

-I want to learn how to play guitar
-I want to learn how to play piano
-I want to have a voice lesson
-I want to memorize songs especially old songs
-Meet the guy to be with me till the end (Chos!)
-Have true friends that will care to listen, to understand and give suggestions.
comments, and piece of advice
-Read books
-Passion in modelling (Naks!)
-Passion in exercise (to be fit and slim)
-To have a whiter skin (hahaha)
-To complete my mission (secret!)
-I want to remove the STRETCH MARKS, WHITE HEADS and BLACK HEADS!
-Forget wattpad. (I get addicted :-( )
-Have a good routine
-Fight for my enemy (LAZY JUAN)
-Have a good job (I would like to have a job that is modelling haha.. just pictorials)
-Be consistent (grrrr)
-SAVE MONEY!
-Be a good girl
-Don't waste time
-Be attentive
-Think carefully

WAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^______^V


I WANT ALL THIS !

MUSIC for Relaxation

When I use computer, I used to play songs so that I feel relief. Just a background so that I don't have a boring aura. I downloaded songs especially OLD SONGS. I love it because I feel good and calm. I want to memorize the songs but my laziness turn on. haha

Time is running!

I hate it! I'm running out of time. Time is so fast and I have many things to do. I want to finish it all so my problems would be lessening. Sigh! I wish I can move the time backward. It’s possible to let it happen. That’s crazy and who would else do that? 

Not a Fairytale

Life is too short. My life is boring. I should start it with my family. There are too serious and we have no time for our bonding. Busy in works, school, etc. I'm not a type of person who is adventurous but I want to be someday. I used to stay at home. My family has no care when I get ill. TSK ! Damn! I need closure and togetherness. I need their time not MONEY. I dream to have a happy family. I  used to think that I want my life like in the Wattpad stories I read or like a FAIRYTALE. What the hell ?! When will I have that? Sad face. I get jealous when I see teenagers enjoy their days. But me? when will be like them? No one can tell. Only God knows. I know there are many hardships I had to face. Chances and Time I wasted. 

I hope that I can be happy no matter what happens.

Rising Wattpad

I'd been so-called brokenhearted lasted on April 2012. I made myself became busier so that I will be able to forget the past. First week of May 2012, I went to my cousin's house and she recommended to read the stories found in Wattpad site. I tried to and in a snap, I got addicted. I can't believe it but to continue my addiction. I read most of romance, teen fiction and humor. Wattpad site is where people especially teenagers write their own stories, their imaginations and sometimes based on their experiences. Honestly, I enjoyed reading it and learned from it. I used to sleep at dawn or late night. I can't blame my cousin for the recommendation of this site but myself who can't control to stop. I keep on telling myself to stop and be serious in my studies. Then second semester came, I've been absent 6 days in November 2012. They said I'm changing but they don't know that I'm tired in schooling. I've been doing good in first semester.

I conclude that this is the effect of my addiction in Wattpad. The happenings that I read there are that I want to experience it too. But, I will not expect that to happen. God has plans for me. Patience is a virtue. I will wait for my fortunes and the guy and the people who will make me happy that my family never did to me.