Not a Fairytale

Life is too short. My life is boring. I should start it with my family. There are too serious and we have no time for our bonding. Busy in works, school, etc. I'm not a type of person who is adventurous but I want to be someday. I used to stay at home. My family has no care when I get ill. TSK ! Damn! I need closure and togetherness. I need their time not MONEY. I dream to have a happy family. I  used to think that I want my life like in the Wattpad stories I read or like a FAIRYTALE. What the hell ?! When will I have that? Sad face. I get jealous when I see teenagers enjoy their days. But me? when will be like them? No one can tell. Only God knows. I know there are many hardships I had to face. Chances and Time I wasted. 

I hope that I can be happy no matter what happens.