November 28, 2012
Not So Sweet But I Want (Air Supply Concert)
My brother gave my parents and me a treat. A ticket of Air Supply Concert last November 20, 2012 held in USEP school in Davao City. When I got inside and saw my parents, there was a vacant seat between mom and her seatmate so I sat between of them. My seatmate was a father and below in our bleacher was his family (mother, sister, brother). I saw his son and it was like my age. He was cute back then. WOAH ! I always stare at him that time. He's handsome. LOL. He has dimple! Gosh! How I wish my lover has dimples. When his parents went away just for a moment, he sat beside me so that no one will get that seat of his father. Yeah! not so sweet but I want to talk to him and know his name. But that's not gonna happen. I just stay quiet. After the concert, I want to join a ride with my parents. Before we got into the car, I saw his family (especially HIM). COINCIDENCE !. I want to meet him again. I can't believe they parked their car near to my father's car. huhu..
DREAM List
There are so many things I want to do. SAD FACE !
-I want to learn how to play guitar
-I want to learn how to play piano
-I want to have a voice lesson
-I want to memorize songs especially old songs
-Meet the guy to be with me till the end (Chos!)
-Have true friends that will care to listen, to understand and give suggestions.
comments, and piece of advice
-Read books
-Passion in modelling (Naks!)
-Passion in exercise (to be fit and slim)
-To have a whiter skin (hahaha)
-To complete my mission (secret!)
-I want to remove the STRETCH MARKS, WHITE HEADS and BLACK HEADS!
-Forget wattpad. (I get addicted :-( )
-Have a good routine
-Fight for my enemy (LAZY JUAN)
-Have a good job (I would like to have a job that is modelling haha.. just pictorials)
-Be consistent (grrrr)
-SAVE MONEY!
-Be a good girl
-Don't waste time
-Be attentive
-Think carefully
WAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^______^V
I WANT ALL THIS !
-I want to learn how to play guitar
-I want to learn how to play piano
-I want to have a voice lesson
-I want to memorize songs especially old songs
-Meet the guy to be with me till the end (Chos!)
-Have true friends that will care to listen, to understand and give suggestions.
comments, and piece of advice
-Read books
-Passion in modelling (Naks!)
-Passion in exercise (to be fit and slim)
-To have a whiter skin (hahaha)
-To complete my mission (secret!)
-I want to remove the STRETCH MARKS, WHITE HEADS and BLACK HEADS!
-Forget wattpad. (I get addicted :-( )
-Have a good routine
-Fight for my enemy (LAZY JUAN)
-Have a good job (I would like to have a job that is modelling haha.. just pictorials)
-Be consistent (grrrr)
-SAVE MONEY!
-Be a good girl
-Don't waste time
-Be attentive
-Think carefully
WAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^______^V
I WANT ALL THIS !
MUSIC for Relaxation
When I use computer, I used to play songs so that I feel relief. Just a background so that I don't have a boring aura. I downloaded songs especially OLD SONGS. I love it because I feel good and calm. I want to memorize the songs but my laziness turn on. haha
Time is running!
I hate it! I'm running out of time. Time is so fast and I have many things to do. I
want to finish it all so my problems would be lessening. Sigh! I wish I can
move the time backward. It’s possible to let it happen. That’s crazy and who
would else do that?
Not a Fairytale
Life is too short. My life is boring. I should start it with my family. There are too serious and we have no time for our bonding. Busy in works, school, etc. I'm not a type of person who is adventurous but I want to be someday. I used to stay at home. My family has no care when I get ill. TSK ! Damn! I need closure and togetherness. I need their time not MONEY. I dream to have a happy family. I used to think that I want my life like in the Wattpad stories I read or like a FAIRYTALE. What the hell ?! When will I have that? Sad face. I get jealous when I see teenagers enjoy their days. But me? when will be like them? No one can tell. Only God knows. I know there are many hardships I had to face. Chances and Time I wasted.
I hope that I can be happy no matter what happens.
Rising Wattpad
I'd been so-called brokenhearted lasted on April 2012. I made myself became busier so that I will be able to forget the past. First week of May 2012, I went to my cousin's house and she recommended to read the stories found in Wattpad site. I tried to and in a snap, I got addicted. I can't believe it but to continue my addiction. I read most of romance, teen fiction and humor. Wattpad site is where people especially teenagers write their own stories, their imaginations and sometimes based on their experiences. Honestly, I enjoyed reading it and learned from it. I used to sleep at dawn or late night. I can't blame my cousin for the recommendation of this site but myself who can't control to stop. I keep on telling myself to stop and be serious in my studies. Then second semester came, I've been absent 6 days in November 2012. They said I'm changing but they don't know that I'm tired in schooling. I've been doing good in first semester.
I conclude that this is the effect of my addiction in Wattpad. The happenings that I read there are that I want to experience it too. But, I will not expect that to happen. God has plans for me. Patience is a virtue. I will wait for my fortunes and the guy and the people who will make me happy that my family never did to me.
February 21, 2012
Unanswered Questions
Life is still a mystery. No one knows the truth on how God
exist and how He made everything. No one sees God personally by using its own
naked eye. In fact, many people believe including me. We praise and worship
Him. We spread the Good News so many would know Him. But, does anyone really
know the fact on how the Bible exists or the Gospels itself? The book is given
free but how come they don’t read it instead they reading other books such as
comics, magazines, etc. So many people lived and died on this planet. Why is it
that we have different religions but we’re praising only one God? Does God
really exist on earth? How? Maybe he appears as another man. They say that God
is everywhere. Maybe he used to be a soul that watching us and whispering in
our ears.
How about my life? I do not know how my parents met but then
I am thankful to them that I was born here. I met struggles in life however sometimes
I want to give up. I am wondering “what has life comes to offer me when I grow
old?” I heard this question from the song of “Next in Line”. What has behind
the walls waiting for me? So many questions I want to ask about my life, people
and everything.
I am an inquisitive person. I always thinking of problems
that I want to know. Because of my curiosity, many UNANSWERED QUESTIONS are
still stuck on my mind.
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Remembering a STAR
“We are all born SUPERSTARS”, from the lyrics of “Born This
Way” by Lady Gaga. God made everything perfect and unique but we people are in
a different personality. However we are given talents to use for every day of
our journey. Use it not to impress to others but to express yourself. Show what
you’ve got but be humble enough like the well-known singer, Whitney Houston.
Do you know who sang the famous songs such as “I Will Always
Love You”, “I Have Nothing”, “I Wanna Dance with Somebody”, “When You Believe”,
“Greatest Love Of All” and “Saving All My Love For You”? Yes! Whitney Houston
did it all. Can’t you believe? She has rare voice that makes her songs to be
popular. Not only has her voice admired by people but also the meaning of the
song. A gift from God was such a wonderful for her.
Recently, we received news update about her. She died on
February 11, 2012. Many do not believe in the said news update but it was true.
She has many supporters all over the world and many love her. She is indeed the
greatest voice of our time.
Many countries did a tribute for her. There was a time when
I was in my parents’ house. We had our videoke machine and then they played
Whitney’s songs. It was fun and I can’t imagine that she had really great voice
that she can touch people’s heart. We really remembered the star.
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February 20, 2012
Princess to Pauper
I used to be a princess of someone's life but I
don't think so if it will be happen again. I can't expect for that because I
already know how to handle my own life and I know how an independent person be.
I missed those unforgettable moments that I can’t even erase on my mind. I can’t
forget the knight who saves the day, a prince who is willing to be there for
you, and a warrior who wants to protect you all day long. In other words, it is a man who shows courage,
vigor and aggressiveness. Being a princess before felt relaxation, calmness and
tranquility. What’s wrong nowadays? Why it’s changing all of a sudden? Is it a
destiny or a challenge? Life must go on no matter what happens.
Now, I am a pauper living in a faraway place where
no much people around me. I feel like loveless because of too quiet but I
concentrate of handling my life. The house is full of busy people that they don’t
know how to manage time and spend with their family for some time.
Since I am
now a poor girl, I became a maid and do whatever the master command. One thing
I can’t accept is that I can’t live freely. With these silly people, I feel
like I want to run away but I can’t live them because I still love them.
Never forget to smile. Never forget to dream. Never forget to believe. Never forget to live.
Even though I am not a princess anymore but still I have many friends that share their joy and make me smile. When I feel sad, they take time to make me happy. As John Rey Sanchez said, one of my classmates, "If happiness is needed by everybody, I am willing to share it to everybody." I acknowledge for everything they have done to me. They are really truly my friends.
Even though I am not a princess anymore but still I have many friends that share their joy and make me smile. When I feel sad, they take time to make me happy. As John Rey Sanchez said, one of my classmates, "If happiness is needed by everybody, I am willing to share it to everybody." I acknowledge for everything they have done to me. They are really truly my friends.
No matter what state of my life can be, I am
still being me and go on for my journey. My life is simple with my family and my
friends. Someday, I will be come back to be a princess. I can change the state not
for who I am.
A Rain For Me
I used to love water and it is a universal element of the world. It has many benefits that can help us in our day-to-day living. That's why I love the rain. This gift of God becomes my inspiration but since I confessed my problems to someone, there was something bad happened. Rain falls harder these days. Maybe this fellow gets angry to me. So weird and I can't help myself but daydreaming. I used to be happy when it is raining. I used to think of someone. Also, I used to think what does the rain today or tonight symbolizes. Maybe it is symbolizes of my happiness, sadness, or my teardrops. Sometimes, I tell to someone that every raindrop is my teardrop.
Last days, we met an incident which was a flash flood over to our place. I was in downtown that time. Some of my classmates reported to us via text that there's flash flood. I was worried. Then later, my mom called and she said that the water level was high. I got home late at night but still I was happy for no one of my love ones got hurt.
Rain has also positive and negative that could bring to us. The water itself can help the plants to grow especially in the fields. But sometimes, people say "Rain, rain, go away". I truly understand. So many people affected by the floods nowadays. Rain also has like evil side that causes trouble of our nation.
We can't stop the rain but we can hold on together to protect ourselves especially the creations of God. There are many ways to avoid calamities. Do not be good at speaking and convincing people to unite but be the one to move first before it's too late.
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Sample of Acrostic/Initial Poetry
For he works hard
At the times of our needs
The challenges
He face
Especially
Responsible enough
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Sample of Cinquian Poetry
MOTHER
Responsible, Beautiful
Caring, Loving, Helping
Indispensable in the family
Breadwinner
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God's Gift
The extraordinary beauty of Mother Nature,
Filled with resources for the nation.
Stay it clean and green for the better future,
'Cause its the hope of the nation.
Fresh air we breathe from the atmosphere.
Living things and non-living things, we must care.
These creations were what God gave.
Learn to love and save nature for us to survive.
I'm inspired by God's creation,
'Cause loving it is my best passion.
Start now your realization,
February 19, 2012
I'm not CUTE!
A blush on my cheeks last Friday (February
17, 2012) was so embarrassing. That was the schedule of our Astronomy
Fair. I remembered the afternoon where Scouting and CAT periods are going to
start. I saw one of my classmates putting her identification card around the
belt. I asked if we have to put there. There was once a member of the Astronomy
Fair which was taking photos of his companion. He was in front of me then I
removed my ID around my neck. Sigh! That guy was so annoying. I hate him. He
took pictures of me. He wanted me to pose but then I followed him. Gosh! Later
on he said, "You're cute." What the! I can't believe it. A
stranger said to me like that? It was like I took drugs that time and it made
me high. Oh please. Talk to my hand. I turned around and shouted,
"I"M NOT CUTE!”
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A Letter to Romeo
Oh
Romeo! Where are you now? I want you now here by my side. Let's talk for
awhile, darling.
WAIT! What is this!? Full of dramas!
This letter is for my special someone whom I hurt much.
Dear Romeo,
How's your doing? Are you fine now? I remembered you so I wrote a letter
for you. I want to say THANK YOU for everything. I can't mention all because
its so many. I'm just wasting my time. By the way, I appreciate for being part
of my life. I cherish our moments and memories together. Don't worry; it's
still on my mind that it's so hard to forget. I miss you a lot. I don't want
will happen to me since I find myself. Because of you, I made things that
impossible for me such as poem writing. You are truly my inspiration, my love.
I
am so SORRY for everything. I remember the days and nights you cried. It's like
I feel guilty. "What have I done?" A question that always is flying
around my head. I can't stop thinking about you when you're crying while
talking about your feelings and expectations. I didn't mean to hurt you but I
want to find myself without any help of others. At least I'm being honest with
you to share my feelings and go directly to you just to remind you or to say to
you about my decisions and plans. I didn't mean to let you go but I don't want
you to be involved of my sins or whatever. Honestly, that was the BIGGEST
MISTAKE of my life especially to you. I can't get rid of those scenes which
make me down. Still, I keep my chin up to start all over.
I
hope you're doing fine without me. I know you're not good since that day but I
keep my promises for you. I don't know if my full heart will be back to you. I
am sorry for having a STUPID HEART. I think my numbness returns. I don't want
myself to cause any troubles. You're still in my heart. Don't worry, I have no
other. I will always love you and I here love you faithfully.
Truly Yours,
Juliet
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Uhaw sa Pagmamahal
Pilit kong limutin
ang nakaraan
Upang harapin ang
nalalapit na kinabukasan
Ako’y humihingi ng
kapatawaran
Dahil masakit ang
mawalan.
Labis akong
nagmamahal
Ngunit walang
matanggap na parangal
Sinubukang kunin
ang atensyon
Upang ako’y iyong
mapansin.
Ako’y
pagpasensiyahan at hayaan
Kailangan ko itong
gawin
Sapagkat ito
lamang aking hangarin
Nais ko itong
mapagtagumpayan.
Nauuhaw ako sa
pagmamahal
Sa mga taong ako’y
mahalin din
Walang magawa
kundi magpatuloy
Sa misyong aking
napagplanuhan.
Patak ng bawat
luha ko
Nais kong
maramdaman mo
Bawat pintig ng
aking puso
Tinatawag ang
iyong pangalan.
Malungkot na
nakaupo sa gilid
Mga tala’y aking
minamasdan
Kahit ano na lang
ang iniisip
Parang isang baliw
sa lansangan.
Gagawin ang lahat
ng makakaya
Kahit anong
mangyari’y lalaban ako
Kung alam mo lang
sana
Tanging pag-ibig
mo lang aking kailangan.
HASTA LA VISTA
Sweet words you said
Love songs you sang
Nice stories you
shared
I missed all those.
Happy moments you
created
Dippy antics you made
Absurd moves you got
I remembered all
those.
Precious secrets you
revealed
Giddy feelings you
confessed
Stunning rumors you
told
I kept all those.
Bad days you had
Sad news you received
Impossible mistakes
you condemned
I forgot all those.
Good days you had
First times you
experienced
Lucky chances you
accepted
I cherished all
those.
Unbelievable talents
you showed
Interesting lessons you learned
Interesting lessons you learned
Impressive values you
possessed
I appreciated all
those.
Funny pen names you
called
Painful pinches you
did
Embarrassing things
you spoke
I disregarded all
those.
Positive actions you
interpreted
Affirmative sayings
you expressed
Unfortunate people
you cared
I encouraged all
those.
Needing assistance,
you helped
Working together, you
joined
Sharing thoughts, you
involved
I enjoyed all those.
Grateful promises you
kept
Strict commands you
followed
Weird stuffs you
hated
I understood all
those.
Unexpected problems,
you solved
Facing challenges,
you surpassed
Handling troubles,
you finished
I amazed all those.
This poem I write
It is for you
Memories we build
I loved all those.
As our journey
continues,
I hope you treasure
our intimacy
Don’t forget me
You’re far away from
me soon.
No matter what
happens
Our friendship won’t
last forever
Farewell to you
I thank you, my
friend.
Strong Feelings
What have I done?
What
kind of feeling is this?
Am
I really a normal person?
Is
this what they called love?
Crazy
little thing called love
A
great power it has
Why
did I overuse it?
Did
I lack something?
I
have felt strange
Can’t
never be explain
Such
a big mistake
But
it makes my life change.
The
heart beats louder
The
mind thinks everything
And
I act like a fool
That nobody knows who I am.
LIFE is like a COMPUTER
Do you believe that life is like a computer? Well, I believe it. I was taken
a deep breath and thought of the question: “How come life is like a computer?” Many
words stuck on my mind and I can’t concentrate myself how to begin in writing
my ideas. Maybe I should define life first. What is life for me?
Life is an essential gift from God. It is difficult to define life and
my description is simple. I found an interesting definition of it in the
internet. According to Ellis, et. al. (1992) “Life is
indeed difficult, partly because of the real difficulties we must overcome in
order to survive, and partly because of our own innate desire to always do
better, to overcome new challenges, to self-actualize. Happiness is experienced
largely in striving towards a goal, not in having attained things, because our
nature is always to want to go on to the next endeavor.”
Life is so hard but I don’t complain. It’s just like on how to use
computer but then I know how to use it. Many people don’t know how to use computer
for they are not used to technology of our generation. Back to my question of
how come that life is like a computer.
A different part of the computer has its own task to make its objective.
Like people, also has its own objectives in life and attain our own goals. Following
rules and regulations is like carefully handle life for we don’t want to
receive failures. Being clumsy may result to errors which can give us problems.
Fixing a problem is not easy just as in the computer. It takes time of
troubleshooting. It is a logical, systematic search for the source of a problem
so that it can be solved, and so the product or process can be made operational
again. We want our life to be good and free from hardships.
Challenges we face are hard but we’re like giving up and afraid to fail.
We have many errors and failures for we are not perfect. Complications and
misunderstandings lead us to a chaotic nature of our mind. Many viruses enter
our life to destroy ourselves and make our life miserable. I hate that things
but I must accept whatever comes to my life. It just challenges to test us for
becoming brave, having courage and never giving up. We are like players to
fight for anything. We fight to protect our love ones and to protect ourselves.
I hope I can click “Help” on the computer so that someone will accompany me of
fighting those viruses which I am referring to my challenges.
Days passed by, I want to go home just like want to press “Home” then
rest for awhile. Being a student is good but sometimes I am tired to face the challenges
that have given to me. I don’t want my life to cause any trouble or any
foolishness. The rain poured down one night and then I pause for awhile to
reflect. Remembering the High School Musical 1 and sang while listening the
noise of the rain. One of the songs of the movie was “Start of Something New”
which I recalled and wanted to do it someday. I am not ready to change because
I find time to do it properly. One day, I ready to start of something new and
again life is like a computer. It doesn’t mean I want to change because I want
to be like somebody or copy someone’s attitude or personality, but to repair
myself. As Bob Frankston said, “Reusing pieces of code is like picking off
sentences from other people’s stories and trying to make a magazine article.” I
don’t want to be like that. Don’t be a copier. Now, I deleted my bad attitudes
and ugly memories of mine. I started opening new documents which symbolizes my
refreshing days and stories. I want to discover new adventures by just clicking
“Enter”. I hope no viruses will attack on my journey and disturb my new file (new
life) again.
See? Life is really like a computer. It is funny but we can relate our
life from anything around us. Keep your chin up. Don’t afraid to lose something
but rather be a great warrior of all time.
February 04, 2012
Month of LOVE
Do you ever feel
to fall in love to a person? You’re inspired throughout the day. You’re admiring
to him or her. There’s a blush on your cheeks. You can’t stop thinking to that
person. You make scenes on your mind that is impossible or possible to happen. Sometimes,
you’re hoping that person is yours. So rude but that’s the feeling when you
fall in love. Sometimes, you can’t explain why that person and many questions
stuck on your mind are.
Sigh! I
experienced that also. So many crushes to talk about but there is only one guy
whom I love with. He is the one who won my heart. I would not share it this
time.
Ridiculous!
These days are full of love. We never stop loving to each other even to our
grandparents, parents, siblings, friends, relatives, neighbors, strangers,
boyfriends, girlfriends and others. But I saw lots of lovers nowadays. People
created such strange feelings towards others. At least they show appreciation,
admiration and inspiration than hatred, anger and bitterness.
Valentine’s Day
is approaching. Do you have a scheme or plan for that day? Don’t think that day
is only for lovers or couples. It is open to all! Some people giving cards and
flowers to your love ones. Some are buying gifts and sweet chocolates. Receivers
would appreciate it much and made them happy. Are you one of them? I hope so.
There’s nothing
wrong of courting or telling the truth that you love him or her. That’s part of
growing. Don’t be a coward just be brave enough no matter what happen. Don’t
expect things much or you’ll be hurt at last. Say it or you’ll regret someday.
Do you ever say “I
Love You” to your mother or father personally? Maybe it’s your time to tell
them with all your heart and might. Have faith and don’t lose hope because I
know you have courage. Go on and tell them before it’s too late.
I hope you have
chances to tell someone that you love him or her. Don’t waste your
opportunities. Go ahead! God Bless!
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