February 21, 2012

Unanswered Questions


Life is still a mystery. No one knows the truth on how God exist and how He made everything. No one sees God personally by using its own naked eye. In fact, many people believe including me. We praise and worship Him. We spread the Good News so many would know Him. But, does anyone really know the fact on how the Bible exists or the Gospels itself? The book is given free but how come they don’t read it instead they reading other books such as comics, magazines, etc. So many people lived and died on this planet. Why is it that we have different religions but we’re praising only one God? Does God really exist on earth? How? Maybe he appears as another man. They say that God is everywhere. Maybe he used to be a soul that watching us and whispering in our ears.

How about my life? I do not know how my parents met but then I am thankful to them that I was born here. I met struggles in life however sometimes I want to give up. I am wondering “what has life comes to offer me when I grow old?” I heard this question from the song of “Next in Line”. What has behind the walls waiting for me? So many questions I want to ask about my life, people and everything.

I am an inquisitive person. I always thinking of problems that I want to know. Because of my curiosity, many UNANSWERED QUESTIONS are still stuck on my mind.



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Remembering a STAR


“We are all born SUPERSTARS”, from the lyrics of “Born This Way” by Lady Gaga. God made everything perfect and unique but we people are in a different personality. However we are given talents to use for every day of our journey. Use it not to impress to others but to express yourself. Show what you’ve got but be humble enough like the well-known singer, Whitney Houston.




Do you know who sang the famous songs such as “I Will Always Love You”, “I Have Nothing”, “I Wanna Dance with Somebody”, “When You Believe”, “Greatest Love Of All” and “Saving All My Love For You”? Yes! Whitney Houston did it all. Can’t you believe? She has rare voice that makes her songs to be popular. Not only has her voice admired by people but also the meaning of the song. A gift from God was such a wonderful for her.

Recently, we received news update about her. She died on February 11, 2012. Many do not believe in the said news update but it was true. She has many supporters all over the world and many love her. She is indeed the greatest voice of our time.

Many countries did a tribute for her. There was a time when I was in my parents’ house. We had our videoke machine and then they played Whitney’s songs. It was fun and I can’t imagine that she had really great voice that she can touch people’s heart. We really remembered the star.


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February 20, 2012

Princess to Pauper



       I used to be a princess of someone's life but I don't think so if it will be happen again. I can't expect for that because I already know how to handle my own life and I know how an independent person be. I missed those unforgettable moments that I can’t even erase on my mind. I can’t forget the knight who saves the day, a prince who is willing to be there for you, and a warrior who wants to protect you all day long.  In other words, it is a man who shows courage, vigor and aggressiveness. Being a princess before felt relaxation, calmness and tranquility. What’s wrong nowadays? Why it’s changing all of a sudden? Is it a destiny or a challenge? Life must go on no matter what happens.

       Now, I am a pauper living in a faraway place where no much people around me. I feel like loveless because of too quiet but I concentrate of handling my life. The house is full of busy people that they don’t know how to manage time and spend with their family for some time. 

       Since I am now a poor girl, I became a maid and do whatever the master command. One thing I can’t accept is that I can’t live freely. With these silly people, I feel like I want to run away but I can’t live them because I still love them.

       Never forget to smile. Never forget to dream. Never forget to believe. Never forget to live.


         Even though I am not a princess anymore but still I have many friends that share their joy and make me smile. When I feel sad, they take time to make me happy. As John Rey Sanchez said, one of my classmates, "If happiness is needed by everybody, I am willing to share it to everybody." I acknowledge for everything they have done to me. They are really truly my friends.

       No matter what state of my life can be, I am still being me and go on for my journey. My life is simple with my family and my friends. Someday, I will be come back to be a princess. I can change the state not for who I am.

A Rain For Me

I used to love water and it is a universal element of the world. It has many benefits that can help us in our day-to-day living. That's why I love the rain. This gift of God becomes my inspiration but since I confessed my problems to someone, there was something bad happened. Rain falls harder these days. Maybe this fellow gets angry to me. So weird and I can't help myself but daydreaming. I used to be happy when it is raining. I used to think of someone. Also, I used to think what does the rain today or tonight symbolizes. Maybe it is symbolizes of my happiness, sadness, or my teardrops. Sometimes, I tell to someone that every raindrop is my teardrop. 

Last days, we met an incident which was a flash flood over to our place. I was in downtown that time. Some of my classmates reported to us via text that there's flash flood. I was worried. Then later, my mom called and she said that the water level was high. I got home late at night but still I was happy for no one of my love ones got hurt.

Rain has also positive and negative that could bring to us. The water itself can help the plants to grow especially in the fields. But sometimes, people say "Rain, rain, go away". I truly understand. So many people affected by the floods nowadays. Rain also has like evil side that causes trouble of our nation.

We can't stop the rain but we can hold on together to protect ourselves especially the creations of God. There are many ways to avoid calamities. Do not be good at speaking and convincing people to unite but be the one to move first before it's too late.

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Sample of Acrostic/Initial Poetry



For he works hard
At the times of our needs
The challenges
He face
Especially
Responsible enough










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Sample of Cinquian Poetry



MOTHER

Responsible, Beautiful
Caring, Loving, Helping
Indispensable in the family
Breadwinner


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Sample of Haiku Poetry



That God's masterpiece
Wonderful nature He made

God's Gift



The extraordinary beauty of Mother Nature,
Filled with resources for the nation.
Stay it clean and green for the better future,
'Cause its the hope of the nation.

Fresh air we breathe from the atmosphere.
Living things and non-living things, we must care.
These creations were what God gave.
Learn to love and save nature for us to survive.

I'm inspired by God's creation,
'Cause loving it is my best passion.
Start now your realization,

February 19, 2012

I'm not CUTE!

 A blush on my cheeks last Friday (February 17, 2012) was so embarrassing. That was the schedule of our Astronomy Fair. I remembered the afternoon where Scouting and CAT periods are going to start. I saw one of my classmates putting her identification card around the belt. I asked if we have to put there. There was once a member of the Astronomy Fair which was taking photos of his companion. He was in front of me then I removed my ID around my neck. Sigh! That guy was so annoying. I hate him. He took pictures of me. He wanted me to pose but then I followed him. Gosh! Later on he said, "You're cute." What the! I can't believe it. A stranger said to me like that? It was like I took drugs that time and it made me high. Oh please. Talk to my hand. I turned around and shouted, "I"M NOT CUTE!” 

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A Letter to Romeo


 Oh Romeo! Where are you now? I want you now here by my side. Let's talk for awhile, darling. 
WAIT! What is this!? Full of dramas!

This letter is for my special someone whom I hurt much.


Dear Romeo,
               How's your doing? Are you fine now? I remembered you so I wrote a letter for you. I want to say THANK YOU for everything. I can't mention all because its so many. I'm just wasting my time. By the way, I appreciate for being part of my life. I cherish our moments and memories together. Don't worry; it's still on my mind that it's so hard to forget. I miss you a lot. I don't want will happen to me since I find myself. Because of you, I made things that impossible for me such as poem writing. You are truly my inspiration, my love.
               I am so SORRY for everything. I remember the days and nights you cried. It's like I feel guilty. "What have I done?" A question that always is flying around my head. I can't stop thinking about you when you're crying while talking about your feelings and expectations. I didn't mean to hurt you but I want to find myself without any help of others. At least I'm being honest with you to share my feelings and go directly to you just to remind you or to say to you about my decisions and plans. I didn't mean to let you go but I don't want you to be involved of my sins or whatever. Honestly, that was the BIGGEST MISTAKE of my life especially to you. I can't get rid of those scenes which make me down. Still, I keep my chin up to start all over.
               I hope you're doing fine without me. I know you're not good since that day but I keep my promises for you. I don't know if my full heart will be back to you. I am sorry for having a STUPID HEART. I think my numbness returns. I don't want myself to cause any troubles. You're still in my heart. Don't worry, I have no other. I will always love you and I here love you faithfully.


                                                                                                                             Truly Yours,
                                                                                                                              Juliet


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Uhaw sa Pagmamahal



Pilit kong limutin ang nakaraan
Upang harapin ang nalalapit na kinabukasan
Ako’y humihingi ng kapatawaran
Dahil masakit ang mawalan.

Labis akong nagmamahal
Ngunit walang matanggap na parangal
Sinubukang kunin ang atensyon
Upang ako’y iyong mapansin.

Ako’y pagpasensiyahan at hayaan
Kailangan ko itong gawin
Sapagkat ito lamang aking hangarin
Nais ko itong mapagtagumpayan.

Nauuhaw ako sa pagmamahal
Sa mga taong ako’y mahalin din
Walang magawa kundi magpatuloy
Sa misyong aking napagplanuhan.

Patak ng bawat luha ko
Nais kong maramdaman mo
Bawat pintig ng aking puso
Tinatawag ang iyong pangalan.

Malungkot na nakaupo sa gilid
Mga tala’y aking minamasdan
Kahit ano na lang ang iniisip
Parang isang baliw sa lansangan.

Gagawin ang lahat ng makakaya
Kahit anong mangyari’y lalaban ako
Kung alam mo lang sana
Tanging pag-ibig mo lang aking kailangan.


HASTA LA VISTA



Sweet words you said
Love songs you sang
Nice stories you shared
I missed all those.

Happy moments you created
Dippy antics you made
Absurd moves you got
I remembered all those.

Precious secrets you revealed
Giddy feelings you confessed
Stunning rumors you told
I kept all those.

Bad days you had
Sad news you received
Impossible mistakes you condemned
I forgot all those.

Good days you had
First times you experienced
Lucky chances you accepted
I cherished all those.

Unbelievable talents you showed
Interesting lessons you learned
Impressive values you possessed
I appreciated all those.

Funny pen names you called
Painful pinches you did
Embarrassing things you spoke
I disregarded all those.

Positive actions you interpreted
Affirmative sayings you expressed
Unfortunate people you cared
I encouraged all those.

Needing assistance, you helped
Working together, you joined
Sharing thoughts, you involved
I enjoyed all those.

Grateful promises you kept
Strict commands you followed
Weird stuffs you hated
I understood all those. 

Unexpected problems, you solved
Facing challenges, you surpassed
Handling troubles, you finished
I amazed all those.

This poem I write
It is for you
Memories we build
I loved all those.

As our journey continues,
I hope you treasure our intimacy
Don’t forget me
You’re far away from me soon.

No matter what happens
Our friendship won’t last forever
Farewell to you
I thank you, my friend.

Strong Feelings


What have I done?
What kind of feeling is this?
Am I really a normal person?
Is this what they called love?

Crazy little thing called love
A great power it has
Why did I overuse it?
Did I lack something?

I have felt strange
Can’t never be explain
Such a big mistake
But it makes my life change.

The heart beats louder
The mind thinks everything
And I act like a fool
That nobody knows who I am.





LIFE is like a COMPUTER



Do you believe that life is like a computer? Well, I believe it. I was taken a deep breath and thought of the question: “How come life is like a computer?” Many words stuck on my mind and I can’t concentrate myself how to begin in writing my ideas. Maybe I should define life first. What is life for me?

Life is an essential gift from God. It is difficult to define life and my description is simple. I found an interesting definition of it in the internet. According to Ellis, et. al. (1992) “Life is indeed difficult, partly because of the real difficulties we must overcome in order to survive, and partly because of our own innate desire to always do better, to overcome new challenges, to self-actualize. Happiness is experienced largely in striving towards a goal, not in having attained things, because our nature is always to want to go on to the next endeavor.

Life is so hard but I don’t complain. It’s just like on how to use computer but then I know how to use it. Many people don’t know how to use computer for they are not used to technology of our generation. Back to my question of how come that life is like a computer.

A different part of the computer has its own task to make its objective. Like people, also has its own objectives in life and attain our own goals. Following rules and regulations is like carefully handle life for we don’t want to receive failures. Being clumsy may result to errors which can give us problems. Fixing a problem is not easy just as in the computer. It takes time of troubleshooting. It is a logical, systematic search for the source of a problem so that it can be solved, and so the product or process can be made operational again. We want our life to be good and free from hardships.

Challenges we face are hard but we’re like giving up and afraid to fail. We have many errors and failures for we are not perfect. Complications and misunderstandings lead us to a chaotic nature of our mind. Many viruses enter our life to destroy ourselves and make our life miserable. I hate that things but I must accept whatever comes to my life. It just challenges to test us for becoming brave, having courage and never giving up. We are like players to fight for anything. We fight to protect our love ones and to protect ourselves. I hope I can click “Help” on the computer so that someone will accompany me of fighting those viruses which I am referring to my challenges.

Days passed by, I want to go home just like want to press “Home” then rest for awhile. Being a student is good but sometimes I am tired to face the challenges that have given to me. I don’t want my life to cause any trouble or any foolishness. The rain poured down one night and then I pause for awhile to reflect. Remembering the High School Musical 1 and sang while listening the noise of the rain. One of the songs of the movie was “Start of Something New” which I recalled and wanted to do it someday. I am not ready to change because I find time to do it properly. One day, I ready to start of something new and again life is like a computer. It doesn’t mean I want to change because I want to be like somebody or copy someone’s attitude or personality, but to repair myself. As Bob Frankston said, “Reusing pieces of code is like picking off sentences from other people’s stories and trying to make a magazine article.” I don’t want to be like that. Don’t be a copier. Now, I deleted my bad attitudes and ugly memories of mine. I started opening new documents which symbolizes my refreshing days and stories. I want to discover new adventures by just clicking “Enter”. I hope no viruses will attack on my journey and disturb my new file (new life) again.

See? Life is really like a computer. It is funny but we can relate our life from anything around us. Keep your chin up. Don’t afraid to lose something but rather be a great warrior of all time. 


February 04, 2012

Month of LOVE

Do you ever feel to fall in love to a person? You’re inspired throughout the day. You’re admiring to him or her. There’s a blush on your cheeks. You can’t stop thinking to that person. You make scenes on your mind that is impossible or possible to happen. Sometimes, you’re hoping that person is yours. So rude but that’s the feeling when you fall in love. Sometimes, you can’t explain why that person and many questions stuck on your mind are.
Sigh! I experienced that also. So many crushes to talk about but there is only one guy whom I love with. He is the one who won my heart. I would not share it this time.
Ridiculous! These days are full of love. We never stop loving to each other even to our grandparents, parents, siblings, friends, relatives, neighbors, strangers, boyfriends, girlfriends and others. But I saw lots of lovers nowadays. People created such strange feelings towards others. At least they show appreciation, admiration and inspiration than hatred, anger and bitterness.
Valentine’s Day is approaching. Do you have a scheme or plan for that day? Don’t think that day is only for lovers or couples. It is open to all! Some people giving cards and flowers to your love ones. Some are buying gifts and sweet chocolates. Receivers would appreciate it much and made them happy. Are you one of them? I hope so.
There’s nothing wrong of courting or telling the truth that you love him or her. That’s part of growing. Don’t be a coward just be brave enough no matter what happen. Don’t expect things much or you’ll be hurt at last. Say it or you’ll regret someday.
Do you ever say “I Love You” to your mother or father personally? Maybe it’s your time to tell them with all your heart and might. Have faith and don’t lose hope because I know you have courage. Go on and tell them before it’s too late.
I hope you have chances to tell someone that you love him or her. Don’t waste your opportunities. Go ahead! God Bless!

Wings of Love





People were busy, vehicles were noisy
But you and I were quiet.
You showed up just like a dream to me
But the scene was really real.

I remember the night you ask me
The night was so wonderful with stars
No doubt, you questioned me freely
With confidence, I answered straightly.

The start of our journey of love
Shimmering stars were overjoyed
As I saw your sparkling eyes
My heart was pounding.

Flying angels around my head
Makes me addict of thinking
Crazy heart of mine
Makes me addict of loving.

It’s like I’m in a fantasy world
You’re the prince and I am your princess
We live happily together
Just like you and me against the world.

Fantastic and romantic days we had
I have never felt so happy
Can’t believe that I’m so lucky
You really expand my liberty.

We made our promises to keep
Those are not made to be broken
It’s silly but I love you much
Don’t want to stay away from you.

I’m crazy in love but I don’t care
‘Cause right now you’re mine
Impossible to explain my feelings
Like I can’t count the night stars above.

Boy, you’re one in a million
Many guys but I only see you
You’re the best thing I ever had
And I love you ‘till forever and ever.